Head over Heels

So I started working on the list. As it was I was doing some of the things already. I began to also do items not on the list. Repair Mistress' jacket zipper. Brought down the boys laundry. Cleaned the stove top.

There are so many more things to do. How good it is starting to feel making sure some things are done! and How good to also know they are done. It will also be nice to allow my Lady the time to follow her dreams as well.

In care of what I have asked for

Women are superior to men. Why would I dream about serving a superior and dominant female? My woman just realized it for herself, she has been held down by a male dominant society trying to follow rules of the "Norm". She was betraying herself, denying her own pleasures. My Mistress has a hidden female power that if she can totally release, will cause her to be the bold, confident, and superior woman that she was created to be. In time there will be her way, as she wishes it, when she can totally embrace who she was meant to be.

My submissive nature I am hoping will bring out my mistress' dormant dominant nature and female power. Once this hidden dominance comes out, I am hoping she will have no problem taking her natural position as the dominant controlling woman and the boss of her relationship.

I dream of the day Mistress can be all she "wanted" and needs to be for herself. To be the gynosupremacist  she is, have her way in so many ways. To enjoy the pleasures of leading, being the boss, harnessing for her pleasures, what ever they may be.
If you were a feminist and you dropped that for me, but you feel it inside you, Don't dream it be it.
For your well being, for your pleasure, for your self take what you want. Do not dream it, be it.

Gifts

My beautiful Mistress allowed me to please her in so many ways. She made sure I was able to help with diner on Christmas (a little teasing to put me in my place). I did dishes for her afterward. that evening I was allowed to give her loving like she had not had in quite some time.

She even edged me. It was quite like a strange "let down", there was sudden disappointment, followed by "where's mine I was so good" regardless of exactly how much pain it was about to cost me as the cage raged against me getting any "bigger".....moments later I was having these "hormone" flashes......"try harder next time" went through my head like a fury. And this is only day 4 at about 11am.

So looking forward to how things progress as the week goes on.

TTFN

Things Mistress needs

For a short time I thought I came across a blog written by my mistress. The entry was as follows:

"Chastity Makes Me Hot"

"It has been several weeks since I have had my hubby in chastity. It seems he gets too lax when he's out of his cage. His chores don't get done promptly; he fails to service and worship me on a level that I deserve, and his attitude/tone gets out of submissive mode (especially when he's tired or stressed). He doesn't get to cum in my pussy much anymore; I don't much care for the mess. However, he has been ordered to clean up after his release. He has a birthday coming up and my gift promised to him was release in both my ass and my pussy, but this was when he was servicing me better. I am curious to see how his gifts play out for him. After being locked back up last night, I had the best set of orgasms that I have ever had. With a mix of my favorite vibrator, amazing oral of my entire pussy/ass area, and some finger play, I pulsated and moaned for the longest I can remember. Afterward, I licked his dick through his metal cage; he was bulging out through the slots. Over the past two days, my kitchen has been cleaned and the laundry is almost caught up. He has been back to kissing my feet and ass. I am thinking he really wants to please me (motivated by his birthday wish(es). We plan to revise our rules tonight to better help us embed FLR more in our marriage. My belief is that a good submissive will do everything he can to make my life easier without my needing to ask. He can be very in-tune with this, especially when to take control of his (I mean my) cock."

But then discovered it was some one else!!
http://queenkeyholder.blogspot.com/?zx=12b5cceec0c1a610

A like minded couple! Go figure!

A blog I read over and over

So there are blogs that I no longer get feeds from. I have checked them and they are not posted to anymore. I have read them again and again in  hopes of a renew from my Mistress. It is perhaps cumming as she has collared me again and installed the "cage". My psyche is conforming again (rather quickly as it seems) to wearing the device. but how I would love to have the reading flow again. So many men do blog about what they experience or fantasize about, but so few Women do.

Some favorites:
http://gentleseductress.blogspot.com/2013/06/orgasm-control-and-release.html

http://femaleauthority.blogspot.com/

http://im-hers.blogspot.com/2013/12/why-enjoy-submission.html?zx=ed7a8eebd3e64f2c

http://mistressivey.blogspot.com/

It is so much a reward to please my Mistress in ways that make her feel that good...Whether sexually or not.

Although it is wonderful to watch Mistress squirm under my tongues light dancing on her lips. 

And so it begins

Thursday my wife reinstalled my collar. An inspiration she said....towards our future? Then today (sunday) she calls me into the bed room and says: put this on (cage in hand)...soooo I do...."get used to it it will be staying a while"....

My training has started...?...we shall see....psyche is changing already only hours later....she has even cared to show that she has "o"ed many times and I will not...for some time!

for reference

How much would I love the spanking of my life. I miss the feel of the cage. The numerous O's writhing from her body.

Having found this little picture from a Loving woman's blog I have to say it is rather nice a reminder.

It would be nice to be trapped into careful execution of this and denial  within a cage. Some how the want being enticing to be under more than the thumb. Reacting to every wish, desire or demand.

A future of what?

Amazingly enough I have found that I have a consistent view of the future where Women hold the reins.When the woman holds your manhood...even from you!